I couldn't find any of these lyrics online, no doubt because Felinedown are a local band, but should anyone do a google search I hope that this comes up ^_^.

:: Unrequited ::

Cold night No light
Except for the stars that shine and
Cold wind blows in but the thought of you it warms my heart
I’ve been standing
Watching just a step from your door and
I know your home
I knock and you answer my call

Welcome in
I’ve been
Waiting forever he says and
I know you’ve been
Wanting me forever he says and
It doesn’t matter he understands
He’s always wanted me too
It doesn’t matter he understands
The only way to keep him is with ropes and a gag cause

Although I know I’ve never met you
I feel as though I’ve always known you

I want to know if it’s just as hard for
You can’t live without
Me so forget about
You It’s for your own good this is not for
You cant live without
Me so forget about
You
Me

I go within
My heart screams as he beckons me nearer
I try to sit quietly as he touches my skin
His eyes without words
Beg me to hold him close
I swear he said
he’d love me like I’d never been

Welcome in
I’ve been
Waiting forever he says and
I know you’ve been
Wanting me forever he says and
I doesn’t matter he understands
He’s always wanted me too
It doesn’t matter he understands
The only way to keep him is with ropes and a gag cause

Although I know I’ve never met you
I feel as though I’ve always known you

I want to know if it’s just as hard for
You can’t live without
Me so forget about
You It’s for your own good this is not for
You cant live without
Me so forget about
You
Me


:: Push ::

Down past the river
Towards the sea
Is where his lullaby calls out to me
More than a whisper
Concern for me
I hear his lullaby call out to me

Where have you gone now
How could you leave?
Why would you do all those things to me?
You own my heart now
How could you leave
Why would you do all those things to me?

I just stand and stare at the sea
And wish I’d thought things through
But the heavens and the stars and all that life has to give
Would mean nothing if I wasn’t with you

And at the ocean
Just past the trees
Is where his lullaby calls out to me
When I’m in danger he screams at me
The closest he can be, so far from me

Where have you gone now
How could you leave?
Why would you do all those things to me?
You own my heart now
How could you leave
Why would you do all those things to me?

I just stand and stare at the sea
And wish I’d thought things through
But the heavens and the stars and all that life has to give
Would mean nothing if I wasn’t with you


:: Magazine Dream ::

Big shiny car, sticky back
The leader of your pack
New skinny jeans, that’s for me
An NME reader’s dream

You’ve played at Ric’s heaps of times
Meet you at Wolfgang at 9
Elvis de Fazio shirt
Cool as fuck don’t you know...

He’s selling pills on the side

Don’t you know that you’re a Magazine dream?
Face fit for fronting Gucci
Money’s the least of your worries
And kissing you is the sweetest of memories
In the pit of my stomach
Just when id thought I’d forgotten ya’

Stolen street signs, fairy lights
His home is a club by night
Love your whole vintage collection
Vinyl records, not to mention
You stalk the underground Temple –
Where all the Indie kids worship
You’re charcoal eyes caught attention
As you smudged them to perfection

He’s selling pills on the side

Don’t you know that you’re a Magazine dream?
Face fit for fronting Gucci
Money's the least of your worries
And kissing you is the sweetest of memories
In the pit of my stomach
Just when I’d thought I’d forgotten ya’

He was seductive
He thinks your passé
Too many hands on it
He never liked you anyway


:: Sweet ::

And I know there’s no denying
And I know that you’ve a picture of me
When all others see my clothes
You see scars and the whites of my bones
I throw you scraps that you can put on
I take a step and hear you follow for more
Now I don’t want to be your friend
I know desires fickle like the wind

It’s so sweet
I’m a girl I’m a boy I’m what ever you need
It’s so sweet
I’m a Prince I’m a Queen I’m whatever you need

I’m half coy and half a bohemian
A form to which I aspire
A hard choice? Then close your eyes
Flip a coin or roll the dice
I throw you scraps that you can put on
I take a step and hear you follow for more
Now I don’t want to be your friend
I know desires fickle like the wind

It’s so sweet
I’m a girl I’m a boy I’m what ever you need
It’s so sweet
I’m a Prince I’m a Queen I’m whatever you need

Now I will hurt you if you want me to
And if you don’t then I will decide for you
And I will hurt you if you want me to
And if you don’t oh I will decide for you

It’s so sweet
I’m a girl I’m a boy I’m what ever you need
It’s so sweet
I’m a Prince I’m a Queen I’m whatever you need


:: Rabbit ::

Running on Dreaming on
And pulling in to heaven
Truck stop Lost at home
I’ve drained my hope again

And this is one journey that you can’t take with me
And I will trip but I’ll never move
And this is one journey that you can’t take with me
And I will trip but I’ll never move

Rabbit in your headlights
Rabbit in your headlights
You sold your mothers memory
For another wasted high
Rabbit in your headlights
Rabbit in your headlights
You sold your mothers memory
For another waste of time

I’m in the dark of a vehicle
Pressured to move along
Forests move Fingers cast
Past this eye of glass

And this is one journey that you can’t take with me
And I will trip but I’ll never move
And this is one journey that you can’t take with me
And I will trip but I’ll never move

Rabbit in your headlights
Rabbit in your headlights


:: Oceanview ::

You are drowning within a glass of water
Wrapped in ivy weighted down
Face down you see city lights
And here suspended calm surrounds
Memories drift before my eyes here weighted down

What did you see to end up here
What did you do to disappear
What did you see to end up here
What did you do?

Wrapped in plastic hands are bound
Wrapped in ivy weighted down
The lighthouse cries and sirens sound
My fate is calling
Weighted down, weighted down

What did you see to end up here
What did you do to disappear
What did you see to end up here what did you do
What did you do?

Tags: felinedown, lyrics, music
Stalk me at: Australia, Brisbane
I feel: blah
I hear: Felinedown!

I was feeling pretty shit, then I saw $PERSON deleted jeze and now I feel much better. How can I complain about other people's problems (and how they impact my life negatively) when I get upset that someone deleted me off the INTERNET! Ohmygod. I forgot I don't give a shit.

Small win. I didn't give in to saying things I didn't mean just to make $ANOTHER_PERSON feel better.

Let's stay off msn for a while. Twitter/Facebook too. Reality might do me some good. At least, on week days! I don't need the internet to tell me who my friends aren't.

I've been so complacent and I'm starting to not want to be. Lets work on fixing that...

xo

Meph keeps being all alive and shit in my dreams :/

I've been so lazy and apathetic lately. The state of my room is quite indicative of .. my life ?

I have a new found respect for Neil Patrick Harris.

I can't even be bothered writing this post. But what else do I do while I wait for shit to copy. I dare say using the USB hub in my monitor probably isn't the FASTEST way to do this - but hey, I'm fucking lazy.

I'm going to go get my rego sticker and the rest of my mail, I'll give daddy Office 2007 .. and .. whatever. Going to the other side of the river seems like so much effort. Leaving our apartment complex seems like so much effort. I'd rather walk to Coles than drive there. If something's not within walking distance, I don't want to go. Taking the car out of the garage is - wait for it - SO MUCH EFFORT.

How I Met Your Mother put something into perspective .. how I want something to get out of bed for .. well .. I want something to put pants on for!

I want to be stupid/reckless and go out drinking and dancing tonight and see where the night takes me....

I hear: Dr Horrible's Sing Along Blog

It's weird being happy. I sort of don't know what to do with myself. Also, the world didn't end today. I'm still somewhat surprised. I've had a pretty good day *confused*. And you know what I've just realised? I haven't been around negative people. I haven't been spending too much time with anyone who's always bitching about something/someone, or someone who's always yelling at me and putting me down ... or just negative people in general. I think this has a fair bit to do with my not feeling like shit. Being in a positive psychological state totally suits me. I think it's been a long time since I've been able to smile over little things and keep smiling. Ahd heh .. it's always funny how when it rains it pours .. and when things are good .. everything seems to sort of fall into place. And with that whole healthy, balanced lifestyle thing .. you never just do one of those things. You always end up doing a few of them; eating better, trying to sleep better, exercising.... etc. Plus I can never say "XYZ made me better". It's always just .. hey I feel kinda better. I wish I wouldn't start so many sentences with 'and'. I wish I spoke/wrote better. I wish I had a better vocabulary :/. It would also be super cool if I started a new paragraph some time ago. But you know what? (There I go starting yet another sentence with a conjunction) .. It's livejournal and no one gives a shit anyway :p Plus it's my journal and I'll rape English if I want to!

It's also nice liking Fridays again. Feeling like you've achieved something Mon-Fri allows you to go "yay it's Friday" and even if you have nothing exciting planne for the weekend you can still be happy to have that little bit of relief. I also had a good day because I sort of finished some stuff off and it was a good way to end the day.

Now that I'm kinda getting my life back on track I just need someone to share it with - hah!

So, um .... yeah ... /Zoey

I feel: bouncy

I can lj from bed! I don't know why I never tried this before, probably 'cause it takes too long :s but I can lj, msn, facebook, email and of course txt from my phone... now that's awesome.

I feel: accomplished

*looks at the time*

¬_¬

I can give up loitering on the internet .. for TV. And I can give up TV .. for the internet. I can't do both. And I'm oh so bored. I have a decent-sized to-do list and I don't want to do it. It seems I can't even make a phone call. My last excuse was that the cordless phones are downstairs and I am upstairs. I have a phone next to me. What's my excuse now, huh? I didn't even walk Meph to the park - I drove him! My patience is also wearing thin - it's such a pain in the ass to get that harness on with him flailing about and he was being a bit too boisterous and NOT LISTENING TO ME today.

In other news, I like my lamp. Dad thinks it's a shitty lamp but it's cute and does the job well! So I like it.

So my problem is .. without the motivation of -having- to do things for other people, I just don't want to do things.

I also ate a lot of crap today. I'm rather disappointed with that effort.

I used to be really good at planning .. or doing. But I never want to do what I plan. Maybe that's because I usually end up setting unrealistic goals.

*grumbles*

I feel: lazy

I can't sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep...

How bloody discouraging. I was aiming for ~100% for the second assignment, especially given I put a fair bit of effort into it. Apparently 80% was for code and 20% was for the "half a page" of explanation. I wrote way more than that and I thought it was awesome and I somehow got 87%. My thing worked too dammit. !@#$%

So tomorrow I'm walking in to this exam with 48.275% of my final grade. The exam is worth 35%. How gay. >85% for a 6. I still haven't finished cramming everything :p

Tags: uni
I feel: disappointed

"It's not who I am underneath but what I do that defines me."

Who agrees, who disagrees .. thoughts, opinions, reasons...

I read something about livejournal the other day. Along the lines of putting your life on the internet and then whining when people abuse you. I agreed with the writer's point of view but I don't anymore. Why should people go out of their way to abuse you? I don't understand people like that. I never do it and I think it's awful.

I saw a Mac ad today and it made me smile ^_^

I think I'm beginning to wonder what life outside of my cave is like.

Made Of Honour was a bit average. I wish we had been on time to see What Happens In Vegas. The former was a little too unrealistic - even for the genre. I first started liking it because it was so unlike the films I had grown accustomed to. I think I'm getting over it now :/ Maybe I should get my "aww" fix from real life.

Nah!

Handing in an assignment tomorrow. One more to go that shouldn't take too much time once I have a clue. I sure need to start cramming though. I want to try to do a better job next semester. Not knowing anyone shouldn't be so daunting. Getting to know people, you just realise they're over-confident and wrong .. and end up wanting to cheat off you anyway.

That was silly to write as a subject. Now I have the song in my head...

Не могу да је подносим. Што мора овде да буде. Да бог да цркне! Стварно је тешко да се верује та такво срање није већ цркло. Шта имам од тога што пошем о њој .. ништа. Али коме друго да кажем? Ово је теже него што сам мислила. Наручито зато што незнам где су сва слова. Али лепо изгледа.

Adios!